[00:00.00] 作词 : Olivia O'Brien/Nick Ruth[00:01.00] 作曲 : Olivia O'Brien/Nick Ruth[00:07.98]I can't handle these pressures[00:10.08]All I can say is this stress hurts[00:12.02]Things are supposed to get better[00:13.97]I just need to put myself first[00:16.07]I'm always trying my hardest not to pick myself apart[00:19.92]This energy's killin' my vibes now[00:22.09]Sometimes I just wanna to drown out[00:24.56]All of the thoughts in my mind, too much going on at the same time[00:27.95]I wish it would stop and I've tried but, life just sucks then we all die[00:32.08]That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me[00:37.74]Yeah I'm messed up but I don't want to be[00:40.67]I Wonder if I'm good enough[00:42.20]But maybe I've just had too much[00:44.20]To drink, to smoke, to swallow[00:46.43]I'm drowning up my sorrows[00:48.28]There's rules I'll never follow[00:50.39]Pretend there's no tomorrow[00:52.48]I wish there was no tomorrow[00:56.22]But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside[01:00.27]And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die[01:04.31]Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive[01:08.34]And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die[01:13.60]Wish I could erase my memories, so I could stop feeling so empty[01:24.55]I wish that shit wasn't so tempting[01:26.57]But it's hard to resist when there's plenty of things I could do to mess me up[01:30.64]I want to let go, but I'm feeling so stuck[01:32.81]So all I can do is fill up my cup[01:34.77]And sit here alone hoping no one disrupts[01:36.97]That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me[01:42.29]Yeah I'm messed up but I don't want to be[01:44.77]I wonder if I'm good enough[01:46.70]But maybe I've just had too much[01:48.65]To drink, to smoke, to swallow[01:50.72]I'm drowning up my sorrows[01:52.70]There's rules I'll never follow[01:54.78]Pretend there's no tomorrow[01:56.76]I wish there was no tomorrow[02:00.78]But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside[02:04.80]And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die[02:08.85]Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive[02:10.85]And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die[02:17.91][02:25.84]My body's shaking[02:27.61]My head is aching[02:29.24]It feels like my heart is breaking[02:33.74]My body's shaking[02:35.62]My head is aching[02:37.56]I can't fix this mess I'm making[02:41.22]But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside[02:48.26]And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die[02:52.24]Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive[02:56.28]And I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die[03:01.31]