[00:00.000] 作词 : 尚雯婕[00:01.000] 作曲 : 尚雯婕[01:41.830]Aha, I know what you’re thinking[01:44.160]And you’re wrong[01:45.500]I’m not gonna sing you a song[01:48.070]This time, I’m gonna open myself[01:50.880]And let you see what’s inside of me[01:54.480]I’m in my war[01:56.090]It’s a battlefield of choice[01:58.040]A war that nobody sees, only me[02:01.040]Nobody wins in this war[02:03.370]We can only choose[02:05.080]Only lose[02:07.330]It’s a choice between the body and the heart[02:10.050]You win your body and lose your heart[02:13.020]Or you win your heart and lose your body[02:16.900]People ask me all these questions[02:19.230]My anger, my hatred[02:20.720]Where do they come from[02:22.560]They come from me[02:23.970]They come from my heart[02:26.020]I guess I’m weird[02:27.580]Cause I can see on people their fears and their desires[02:31.190]I try not to believe in these[02:33.110]But they keep following me, where ever I go[02:36.210]So here I am[02:37.550]Now you’ve seen my hurts[02:39.190]There is a silver knife plunged in my back[02:41.690]See, there is a silver knife in my back[03:09.110]Underneath underneath[03:14.990]What you see underneath[03:21.260]Underneath underneath[03:27.540]Can’t you see[03:30.730]It’s hard to breath[03:35.770]Sometimes I draw[03:37.600]But the portrait has no culture[03:39.690]Nothing moves[03:41.000]Only ghosts in the flame[03:43.530]Wish the rain would wake me up[03:45.780]Then I’d go with her[03:47.080]Stroll with her[03:48.550]I see nothing outside[03:50.390]It’s a place that nobody comes[03:53.080]So, all this liberty I enjoy[03:54.750]And that I suffer from[03:56.230]It’s like you’ve dared to say you know me[03:58.780]It’s like you are all dead to me[04:01.500]All these twenty-eight years[04:03.540]I’ve spent them looking for myself[04:06.050]People think I’m crazy[04:08.270]I’ve always been doing things that normal people don’t do[04:12.000]Why[04:12.960]I don’t know[04:14.470]I don’t understand myself[04:16.680]I think deep in my mind[04:18.290]I hate myself[04:20.870]But never mind[04:22.450]I guess I’ll just learn to forget[04:25.040]Underneath underneath[04:30.750]What you see underneath[04:36.990]Underneath underneath[04:43.390]Can’t you see[04:46.670]It’s hard to breath[04:50.830]Ah…[05:16.070]Je ne dors plus, je suis divisée en deux.[05:19.300]Une en paix, et l’autre, au combat.[05:22.240]Je ne mange plus, car la nourriture n’a plus de goût[05:25.890]Rien n’a plus rien de sens.[05:28.500]Je vis dans le noir[05:29.850]La lumière est lointaine[05:31.850]Elle est inaccessible, intouchable[05:34.250]Je suis ce que je resens[05:36.130]Je suis ce que je vois[05:37.070]Je suis ce que je crois[05:38.500]Je suis ce que je resens[05:39.920]Je suis ce que je crois[05:41.470]Je suis ce que je vois