Stan - Fandom/Peroxide Slim.mp3

[00:00.00] 作词 : D.Armstrong/M.Mathers/P.Herman
[00:00.52] 作曲 : M.Mathers/D.Armstrong/P.Herman
[00:01.05]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why
[00:04.72] I got out of bed at all
[00:06.97]The morning rain clouds up my window
[00:10.76]And I can't see at all
[00:13.04]And even if I could it'd all be gray
[00:16.73]But your picture on my wall
[00:19.07]It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
[00:24.96]My tea's gone coldI'm wondering why
[00:28.62]I got out of bed at all
[00:30.97]The morning rain clouds up my window
[00:34.69]And I can't see at all
[00:36.89]And even if I could it'd all be gray
[00:40.58]But your picture on my wall
[00:43.01]It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
[00:49.07]Dear Slim, I wrote you, but you still ain't callin'
[00:51.55]I left my cell, my pager and my home phone at the bottom
[00:54.21]I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not've got 'em
[00:57.36]There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin'
[01:00.03]Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
[01:03.20]But anyways, **** it, what's been up, man? How's your daughter?
[01:06.39]My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm 'bout to be a father
[01:09.05]If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?
[01:11.20]I'ma name her Bonnie
[01:13.13]I read about your Uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry
[01:15.24]I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
[01:18.24]I know you probably hear this every day, but I'm your biggest fan
[01:21.70]I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
[01:24.58]I got a room full of your posters and your pictures, man
[01:27.63]I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was phat
[01:30.56]Anyways, I hope you get this, man, hit me back
[01:33.67]Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan, this is Stan
[01:36.99]My tea's gone cold
[01:38.11]I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
[01:42.82]The morning rain clouds up my window
[01:46.50]And I can't see at all
[01:48.93]And even if I could it'd all be gray
[01:52.53]But your picture on my wall
[01:54.95]It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
[02:00.79]Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
[02:03.56]I ain't mad, I just think it's ****ed up you don't answer fans
[02:06.31]If you didn't want to talk to me outside your concert, you didn't have to
[02:09.89]But you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
[02:12.29]That's my little brother, man, he's only six years old
[02:14.93]We waited in the blisterin' cold
[02:16.43]For you, for four hours, and you just said no
[02:18.21]That's pretty shitty, man, you're like his ****in' idol
[02:21.27]He wants to be just like you, man, he likes you more than I do
[02:24.21]I ain't that mad, though I just don't like bein' lied to
[02:27.13]Remember when we met in Denver?
[02:29.41]You said if I'd write you, you would write back
[02:31.40]See, I'm just like you in a way: I never knew my father neither
[02:34.33]He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
[02:36.67]I can relate to what you're sayin' in your songs
[02:38.99]So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
[02:42.13]‘Cause I don't really got shit else
[02:43.67]So that shit helps when I'm depressed
[02:45.40]I even got a tattoo with your name across the chest
[02:48.73]Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
[02:51.26]It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
[02:54.16]See, everything you say is real, and I respect you ‘cause you tell it
[02:57.18]My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7
[03:00.23]But she don't know you like I know you, Slim, no one does
[03:03.17]She don't know what it was like for people like us growin' up
[03:06.09]You gotta call me, man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
[03:09.11]Sincerely yours, Stan—P.S.: We should be together too
[03:12.88]My tea's gone cold
[03:14.19]I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
[03:18.84]The morning rain clouds up my window
[03:22.47]And I can't see at all
[03:24.88]And even if I could it'd all be gray
[03:28.47]But your picture on my wall
[03:30.96]It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
[03:36.07]Dear Mr. I'm-Too-Good-to-Call-or-Write-My-Fans
[03:39.20]This'll be the last package I ever send your ass
[03:42.17]It's been six months, and still no word—I don't deserve it?
[03:45.09]I know you got my last two letters
[03:46.84]I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
[03:48.33]So this is my cassette I'm sendin' you, I hope you hear it
[03:51.20]I'm in the car right now, I'm doin' 90 on the freeway
[03:54.09]Hey, Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
[03:57.15]You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
[04:00.72]About that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drownin'
[04:03.13]But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a show he found him?
[04:06.02]That's kinda how this is: you coulda rescued me from drownin'
[04:09.51]Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand downers now—I'm drowsy
[04:12.88]And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
[04:15.13]I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall
[04:17.74]I loved you, Slim, we coulda been together—think about it!
[04:21.33]You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
[04:24.52]And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it
[04:27.37]I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me
[04:30.32]See, Slim—shut up, bitch! I'm tryin' to talk
[04:33.22]Hey, Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin' in the trunk
[04:36.39]But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up—See? I ain't like you
[04:39.35]‘Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more and then she'll die too
[04:42.44]Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
[04:45.08]Oh, shit, I forgot—how am I supposed to send this shit out?!
[05:00.86]My tea's gone cold
[05:02.25]I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
[05:06.84]The morning rain clouds up my window
[05:10.61]And I can't see at all
[05:12.81]And even if I could it'd all be gray
[05:16.41]But your picture on my wall
[05:18.91]It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
[05:24.61]Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner, but I just been busy
[05:27.65]You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
[05:30.23]Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
[05:33.07]And here's an autograph
[05:34.26]For your brother; I wrote it on a Starter cap
[05:36.35]I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must've missed you
[05:39.71]Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
[05:42.49]But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
[05:45.33]I say that shit just clownin', dawg, come on, how ****ed up is you?
[05:48.67]You got some issues, Stan, I think you need some counselin'
[05:51.23]To help your ass from bouncin'
[05:53.16]Off the walls when you get down some
[05:54.50]And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
[05:56.88]That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
[05:59.84]I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
[06:02.38]Or maybe you just need to treat her better
[06:04.41]I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
[06:08.10]Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin' just fine
[06:11.25]If you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you, but Stan
[06:13.94]Why are you so mad? Try to understand
[06:15.94]That I do want you as a fan
[06:17.94]I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
[06:19.97]I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
[06:23.27]Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
[06:25.95]And had his girlfriend in the trunk
[06:27.62]And she was pregnant with his kid
[06:29.22]And in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
[06:32.01]Come to think about it, his name was—it was you
[06:35.58]Damn…