[00:00.000] 作词 : Lily McKenzie[00:00.137] 作曲 : Nico Aranda/phillippe dela pena[00:00.275]I thought 'bout tryna get through[00:02.704]Wishing I could make it better[00:05.969]But I choke each time that I do[00:08.242][00:11.873]Day and night, thinking about the times[00:14.668]When you were mine, I shoulda took my own advice[00:17.777]When I said 'if it's real, it's worth a try'[00:20.520][00:22.897]I got the words on the tip of my tongue[00:26.345]Know what I want, but I don't wanna hear it's done[00:29.297]How can I lose if I don't play along?[00:32.301][00:35.436]I thought 'bout tryna get through[00:37.839]Wishing I could make it better[00:41.000]But I choke each time that I do[00:44.082]Tryna keep it together[00:45.597][00:46.642]Sitting on my bed, on my bed[00:49.568]Thinking about all the things that you said[00:52.206]And I don't know what to do so I leave you on read, on read[00:58.293]Sitting on my bed, on my bed[01:01.271]Wishing you were here with me instead[01:04.144]I don't know what to do so I leave you on read, on read[01:08.898]But I've been thinking 'bout you, yeah[01:14.776]Yeah, I've been thinking 'bout you, yeah[01:19.504][01:22.090]I pretend and I tell all of my friends[01:24.598]That I won't go back again, that I'm ready for this love to end[01:27.863]But they know, that I'm just too scared, yeah[01:33.062]And if you tell me it's over, I think I'd lose my head[01:38.861]'Cause I take comfort in thinking you'll always be there, yeah[01:44.712][01:45.600]I thought 'bout tryna get through[01:48.030]Wishing I could make it better[01:51.243]But I choke each time that I do[01:54.221]Tryna keep it together[01:55.867][01:56.807]Sitting on my bed, on my bed[01:59.759]Thinking about all the things that you said[02:02.293]And I don't know what to do so I leave you on read, on read[02:08.536]Sitting on my bed, on my bed[02:11.514]Wishing you were here with me instead[02:14.413]I don't know what to do so I leave you on read, on read[02:19.089]But I've been thinking 'bout you, yeah[02:25.019]Yeah, I've been thinking 'bout you, yeah[02:29.617][02:31.994]Sitting on my bed, on my bed[02:34.893]Thinking about all the things that you said[02:37.453]And I don't know what to do so I leave you on read, on read[02:43.671]Sitting on my bed, on my bed[02:46.596]Wishing you were here with me instead[02:49.130]And I don't know what to do so I leave you on read, on read