[00:00.00] 作曲 : Nathan Lewis[00:01.40]Yeah, oh..uh[00:11.85]Oh fxxk I'm drunk went and did it again[00:14.65]I cut my ties guess I'm losin' a friend[00:17.75]I'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend[00:20.75]My heart self harm makes it easy to pen[00:23.70]I'm not the monster i painted as[00:26.85]But i bite her neck like i'm a maniac[00:29.61]I love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed[00:32.42]I get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves[00:35.68]My minds gone bad yo whats the date[00:38.69]My hearts so cold bet a few could relate[00:41.70]Now i'm fxxked in the brain, now i'm fxxked in the tub[00:44.80]I'm fxxked so often i'm prolly up on the hub[00:47.80]I'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fxxk[00:50.60]Cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush[00:53.76]I feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt[00:56.67]I feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much[00:59.57]And i've been playing too much[01:01.37]One minute you hate me and the next you want fxxk[01:04.52]Just look at my love, yeah look at it goes[01:07.50]Every time i'm up it seems like you want me more[01:11.55]And that sucks my heart's inside my lungs[01:14.86]I hit my plug he fill me up[01:17.71]I don't want nothing but your love[01:20.72]You hit me up and said we done[01:25.22]Said we done, yeah yeah[01:28.38]Said we done, before the fire[01:35.65]Oh no oh god what have i done[01:38.71]Become all the things that i've been running from[01:41.89]I thought we were done talkin shxt, were above that[01:45.03]But words turn to fists its becoming a blood bath[01:48.34]But i'm drunk so i run back[01:50.39]If you call me an a-sshole, I don't have a comeback[01:53.34]I'm not just an a-sshole, I know that you know that[01:56.39]Craving my soul but i already sold that[01:59.25]I'm braving the cold, you already know that i hate this[02:03.62]Fxxk love i wanna be famous[02:06.66]At least i can't be shameless and[02:09.82]Spend all my time gettin wasted[02:12.68]But that's you wanted right[02:15.59]I don't wanna hang on right[02:18.50]I'm on my own tonight, you make me wanna die[02:21.90]I'll let you kill me some other time[02:23.75]Oh fxxk i'm drunk went and did it again[02:26.71]I cut my ties guess i'm losing a friend[02:29.68]I'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend[02:32.73]My heart self harm makes it easy to pen[02:35.74]I'm not the monster i painted as[02:38.80]But i bite her neck like i'm a maniac[02:41.59]I love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed[02:44.79]I get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves[02:47.95]My minds gone bad yo whats the date[02:50.69]My hearts so cold bet a few could relate[02:53.73]Now i'm fxxked in the brain, now i'm fxxked in the tub[02:56.64]I'm fxxked so often i'm prolly up on the hub[02:59.83]I'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fxxk[03:02.73]Cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush[03:05.71]I feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt[03:08.71]I feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much