[00:00.00] 作词 : Carlito Junior Milfort[00:01.00] 作曲 : Trillogy/Nicholas Mira[00:09.97]I don't know how to feel anymore, no[00:14.15]Heartbroken, I've been drowning in my sorrows[00:17.12]Do it to myself (do it to myself)[00:19.81]Yeah I do it to myself (do it to myself)[00:22.59]I don't know how to feel anymore, no[00:25.93]Heartbroken, I've been drowning in my sorrows[00:28.62]Do it to myself, I don't care about tomorrow[00:31.94]Sometimes I do drugs to ease the pain, now I'm hollow[00:34.86]Why am I always anxious?[00:37.80]I need help, I can't take it[00:40.64]Tryna put a smile on my face, can't fake it[00:43.67]I would say "I'm numb", but these scars weren't painless[00:46.65]I could look you in your face and tell that you changed[00:49.44]I've been on my own and on my own, I think I'll stay[00:52.40]Why you say you love me? It's a slap right in my face[00:54.96]Cause your actions speak louder than the ******** you claim[00:57.78]I don't know if I hate my life or I love my life[01:01.38]Everything's alright, I'm still hurting[01:04.37]I've been all alone, tryna do this on my own[01:06.72]Takin' drugs to ease the pain but that **** stopped working[01:10.30]I know that this ain't worth it[01:12.83]I'm so insecure and nervous[01:16.26]I can't even tend to find my purpose[01:18.85]Better off dead cause I'm not a good person[01:22.09]I don't know how to feel anymore, no[01:25.51]Heartbroken, I've been drowning in my sorrows[01:28.04]Do it to myself, I don't care about tomorrow[01:30.93]Sometimes I do drugs to ease the pain, now I'm hollow[01:33.97]I don't know how to feel anymore, no[01:36.89]Heartbroken, I've been drowning in my sorrows[01:39.71]Do it to myself, I don't care about tomorrow[01:42.89]Sometimes I do drugs to ease the pain, now I'm hollow