Corduroy - BoyWithUke.mp3

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Charley Yang
[00:00.865] Indifferent to the people I detest
[00:03.645] But, it harms me in a way that even I cannot detect
[00:07.425] In my own flesh and blood
[00:09.698] (In my own flesh and blood)
[00:11.404] I think I've had enough
[00:13.487] (I think I've had enough, I've had enough)
[00:16.702] I welcome death with open arms
[00:18.682] Like an old friend I haven't seen
[00:20.725] Since I was young, when young was old
[00:22.767] When Daddy did terrible things
[00:25.487] Maybe I'd feel better then, when I leave you like this
[00:29.067] (Don't let me leave, don't let me leave it all behind)
[00:33.202] While some days are not that bad
[00:35.114] And even pleasant one might say
[00:37.088] I can't control the thoughts I have
[00:39.119] I can't control the present wave of emotion
[00:42.995] Anxiously hoping for something or someone
[00:46.683] For anything at all
[00:47.987]
[00:48.343] I can't imagine a life without familiarity
[00:52.497] I can't imagine what it's like to live
[00:55.397] With certainty, I like to rewatch movies
[00:58.252] So I know the end of every scene
[01:00.501] I know the end of everything
[01:02.603] I do, because I won't ever leave my room
[01:05.179] It's safer here, safety's all I want and all I need
[01:08.668] Buried my issues here, deep within the walls and in my dreams
[01:12.768] In my own atmosphere is where I'll die
[01:15.312] So, let me die in peace
[01:16.793] I'm on my final breath, my final steps
[01:19.372] I've never felt so free
[01:20.523]
[01:20.959] But my head's spinning
[01:23.740] I can't help but think of who I'm abandoning
[01:27.795] Suddenly my chest cries out in pure panic
[01:32.002] It cannot end like this
[01:33.287] I say with strength I haven't felt before
[01:35.642] And that's when it finally hits
[01:37.294] With my hands sweating
[01:39.981] Climb down from the ledge of
[01:41.485] What's all so threatening
[01:43.996] But it don't cause me fear no more
[01:46.004] My fingers touch the fabric of my
[01:48.279] Jacket made of corduroy
[01:50.061] Reminding me of Brentwood and the
[01:52.232] Things that I would die to see again
[01:54.180]
[01:57.496] Die to see again (g-g-gain)
[02:01.583] Die to see again
[02:05.561] Die to see again
[02:08.657]
[02:10.392] My jacket made of corduroy
[02:12.385] Oh I stand to lose my life, my soul
[02:15.169] My time my home, my thoughts
[02:16.813] My sweet and sour youth
[02:18.157] I can't let go of who I was but I
[02:20.677] Can cut myself in two
[02:22.142] And I can pick up all the pieces
[02:24.241] And let everybody choose
[02:26.774]
[02:27.196] Yeah, yeah it's all in your mind, boy, it's all in your head
[02:32.071] Leave it all behind you can finish when you're dead
[02:35.778] I'll be waiting for you here
[02:37.774] When this madness finally ends
[02:40.120] Remember who you are, don't forget her
[02:42.682] When your head's spinning
[02:45.387] Stuck in a room with the television on
[02:49.144] While you're tripping on shrooms
[02:50.871] You got your thoughts spilling
[02:53.372] But none of it's true, it's a facade
[02:56.144] Your heart can tear apart the parts that make it you
[02:59.248]
[03:00.747] Hello again, it's nice to see you're back
[03:03.315] Did you like the things you saw
[03:05.164] And do you finally understand why I wear corduroy?
[03:10.753] I really like corduroy
[03:16.703] Hello my friend, anything you'd like to ask
[03:19.699] Any unresolved illusions in your head that make you gag?
[03:23.776] I'm just one call away
[03:26.833] So please don't be afraid to call me back