[00:00.000] 作曲 : Simbiatu Ajikawo/Miles Clinton James[00:04.803][Verse 1][00:20.372]I was lonely making an album, attempted it four times[00:23.174]Lost my confidence and you wouldn't believe why[00:25.657]Sitting in the studio with my head in my hands[00:28.169]Thinking what am I to do with this music I can't write?[00:31.000]Team falling apart and I'm caught in the crossfire[00:33.421]You selling me lies and saying I must buy[00:35.957]Messing with my mental that I've worked hard to protect[00:38.458]It's causing pains in my chest, so it's best that I cut ties[00:41.295]Tryna make an album means baring my whole truth[00:43.754]Unpacking the ****ery I'm trying to heal through[00:46.314]Imagine telling it all to somebody you trust[00:48.872]Then that same somebody then holds it against you[00:52.660]Mm[00:54.326]It's almost like that somebody's trying to end you[00:57.913]I was lonely making an album till I released I'm all I needed to get through[00:58.714][00:59.578][Chorus][01:06.772]So lonely[01:11.976]A race against time[01:16.916]But take it slowly[01:23.765]Playing on my weakness[01:26.991]And that's unholy[01:32.347]I'll pray for you[01:36.726]God is who we both need[01:37.645][01:38.479][Verse 2][01:42.886]I was lonely making an album, I ran into mad blocks[01:45.801]Tryna find that girl everybody's a fan of[01:48.293]Couldn't even say what I thought was good anymore[01:51.208]Whether I'm hands on or hands off[01:53.597]Maybe music just isn't meant for me anymore[01:56.056]Maybe I'll erase all these memories from my core[01:58.996]Maybe I'll do more acting and less rapping[02:01.385]'Cos I don't even know who I'm meant to be anymore[02:03.844]Lonely making an album is tackling all doubt[02:06.253]I'm used to making it with—, can I do it without?[02:09.162]No figure of speech, I get it by any means[02:11.596]No sucker is in my genes, yet still having more doubts[02:14.800]On top of that, I'm dealing with somebody who's obsessed with more clout[02:20.438]I was lonely making an album till I realised my story's all I can pour out[02:21.263][02:22.614][Chorus][02:29.485]So lonely[02:34.715]A race against time[02:39.652]But take it slowly[02:46.448]Playing on my weakness[02:49.671]And that's unholy[02:54.936]I'll pray for you[02:59.059]God is who we both need[03:00.064][03:01.004][Outro][03:37.753]I'm spinning, up away[03:39.766]I'm spinning, up away[03:42.323]I'm spinning, up away[03:45.507]Up away, up away[03:47.531]I'm spinning, up away[03:50.480]I'm spinning, up away[03:52.890]I'm spinning, up away[03:55.709]Up away, up away[03:56.603][04:00.435]I'm spinning, up away[04:02.968]I'm spinning, up away[04:05.921]I'm spinning, up away[04:08.477]Up away, up away[04:10.608]I'm spinning, up away[04:13.116]I'm spinning, up away[04:15.930]I'm spinning, up away[04:18.720]Up away, up away[04:20.737]I'm spinning, up away[04:22.027]I'm spinning, up away