[00:00.000] 作词 : Anja Gmür/James Conway Ellis[00:00.000] 作曲 : Anja Gmür/James Conway Ellis[00:00.000]It's my birthday[00:03.876]But I don't feel happy[00:07.924]Forget what the word means[00:11.986]You know what it's like...[00:15.859]No end to the night when[00:20.175]I won't let the light in[00:24.217]Feels like I'm driving drunk most of the time[00:33.325]I stare at the wall till they cave in[00:37.421]And never call anyone back[00:41.526]'Cause I know that I'm not worth saving[00:45.578]And who wants to talk about that[00:49.397]It's my birthday[00:52.468]So I'll drink to my heartache[00:56.951]I know it's the worst way[01:01.131]To leave it behind[01:05.235]If I'm being honest[01:09.350]It's not what I wanted[01:13.427]Feels like it's all too much most of the time[01:22.598]I stare at the wall till they cave in[01:26.745]And never call anyone back[01:30.778]'Cause I know that I'm not worth saving[01:34.862]And who wants to talk about that[01:38.943]I'm always afraid when there's no one around[01:42.606]But I can't see my friends 'cause I'm bringing them down[01:46.609]Now I'm closing the door[01:48.663]and I'll shut them all out[01:51.033]So they don't ask me why I'm not better by now[01:54.688]It's my birthday[01:58.082]And I'm hoping the window breaks[02:02.566]To steal my reflection[02:06.617]To show me outside[02:10.858]Sometimes I wonder[02:14.924]If I'll ever love her[02:19.028]Feels like she's all I've got most of the time[02:28.118]Funny how all that I want is to leave her behind