[00:12.69]Have you ever wondered,[00:14.54]well, I have, about how when I say,[00:16.22]say "red", for example,[00:17.81]there's no way of knowing[00:19.48]if "red" means the same thing in your head,[00:21.84]as "red" means in my head,[00:23.09]when someone says "red".[00:24.51]And how if we are traveling at almost the speed of light,[00:27.77]and were holding a light,[00:29.41]that light would still travel away from us[00:32.09]at the full speed of light?[00:34.04]Which seems right in a way,[00:35.41]but I'm trying to say, I'm not sure,[00:37.80]but I wonder if inside myhead[00:39.64]I'm not just a bit different from some of my friends.[00:42.62]These answers that come into my mind unbidden,[00:45.90]these stories delivered to me fully written.[00:48.54]And when everyone shouts[00:50.04]like they seem to like shouting,[00:51.54]the noise in my head is incredibly loud.[00:54.48]Well, I just wish they'd stop,[00:55.79]my dad and my mum.[00:57.14]And the telly and stories[00:59.07]would stop for just once.[01:00.28]I'm sorry, I'm not quite explaining it right,[01:02.98]but this noise becomes anger,[01:04.90]and the anger is light.[01:06.22]And this burning inside me[01:07.77]would usually fade,[01:09.60]but isn't today.[01:10.85]And the heat and the shouting,[01:12.38]and my heart is pounding,[01:13.57]and my eyes are burning,[01:15.52]and suddenly everything,[01:17.58]everything is quiet.[01:30.39]Like silence, but not really silent,[01:42.39]just that still sort of quiet,[01:48.08]like the sound of a page being turned in a book,[01:54.77]or a pause in a walk in the woods.[02:02.72]Quiet,[02:11.29]like silence, but not really silent,[02:22.97]just that nice kind of quiet,[02:29.32]like the sound when you lie upside down in your bed,[02:36.18]just the sound of your heart in your head.[02:42.81]And though the people around me,[02:47.74]their mouths are still moving,[02:51.91]the words they are forming[02:57.43]cannot reach me anymore.[03:05.65]And it is quiet,[03:10.95]and I am warm,[03:17.36]like I've sailed[03:27.98]into the eye of the storm.[03:35.62](Eye of the Storm:a region of calmer weather found at the center of strong tropical cyclones. *Wikipedia)