[00:00.000] 作词 : Jackson Rose[00:01.000] 作曲 : Logan Young[00:20.490]Putrid[00:29.120]Why can’t I make sense of it[00:31.380]This wretched pit in the bottom of my stomach tells me I’m tricked[00:34.800]Where is the end?[00:36.820]My soul can’t take this torment[00:38.710]Everything that I hold dear, all a fallacy[00:42.100]The fact that it was all a dream staring me dead in my eyes[00:46.620]Where am I lead?[00:49.230]Derealization[00:50.910]I’m just an actor waiting for the curtain to ****ing drop[00:54.410]So I can end this charade[00:56.080]This script has overstayed[00:58.140]Welcome to my final act[01:02.730]Blacklisted, this life will not have me back[01:07.160]Rusted[01:08.100]Sell me for parts[01:09.410]Discount price since I’m missing a heart[01:11.940]Cannibalistic youth eating away at me with truth’s jagged tooth[01:18.120]Shrapnels of guilt fill my lungs[01:22.720]Drowning in the blackest ocean[01:25.440]SOS, call for help[01:27.270]This anchor mangled me[01:29.590]It’s chain link built from my marrow[01:31.890]I’ll never see the sunlight gleam[01:34.731]This is my putrid state of mind[01:37.800]Rancid, filled with maggots[01:40.190]Nothing’s lucid and I’m terrified[01:42.350]Bloodshot eyes see no silver line[01:53.070]“Suffer in anguish”[01:54.450]There has to be a way, a path to salvation-[01:57.540]“Suffer in anguish”[01:58.990]I’ll swim to the surface, I won’t drown in this hell I can’t-[02:02.170]“Suffer in anguish”[02:03.280]Oh how I like to act as if I have control of my languish[02:06.370]“Suffer in anguish”[02:07.930]Like a rat in the basement, I’m at home in filth