[00:00.000] 作词 : EighteeN/Colie Y[00:00.170] 作曲 : EighteeN/Colie Y[00:00.340] 编曲 : EighteeN[00:00.510]混音: EighteeN[00:01.290]母带: EighteeN[00:06.540]封面:钰钰[00:06.750]EighteeN:[00:34.440]有时[00:35.280]我在幻想[00:36.330]幻想成名之后的灯光闪亮[00:38.550]热闹替代现实中的惆怅[00:40.680]但实际拥有的是无尽的失望[00:43.020]I can't breathe now[00:44.070](现在的我无法呼吸了)[00:44.670]What I do[00:45.030](我该怎么做)[00:45.330]用酒精拌上眼泪然后咽下肚[00:47.520]总在思考未来是否会在江浙沪[00:49.710]可是我没有背景只能随便找个地方落了户[00:53.070]Don't tell me where I go[00:54.000](不要告诉我该往哪走)[00:54.540]现实让我不得不在“赌场”下了注[00:56.490]I kill myself[00:57.240](我结束了自己)[00:57.600]才到达未来的路[00:58.500]却在名为金钱的地方迷了路[01:01.860]Idon't know what you say[01:03.000](我不知道你在说什么)[01:03.570]我也快看不透我是谁[01:05.640]背负太多责任[01:06.780]no way[01:07.050](没有办法)[01:07.320]总是无声地掩盖了过多的[01:09.450]pain[01:09.780](痛苦)[01:09.930]Holy god[01:10.290](圣洁的主啊)[01:10.590]曾经的我不太信命[01:12.180]总是觉得事不是命中注定[01:14.310]可能因为我少了些许脾气[01:16.200]也多了些分叉口让我找不到墓地(目的)[01:19.260]这可太过滑稽[01:20.430]总是幻想[01:21.000]让 everybody现实 know me[01:22.710]于是义无反顾奔向那个终点[01:24.810]得到结果却是现实狠狠的 F** k me[01:27.300]F** k my life[01:29.040]F** k my body[01:29.850]人们之间还是躲不掉那猜忌[01:32.040]一个人深夜漫步在校园里[01:34.080]看着镜子之中反射出的自己不是自己[01:38.310]Tell me是否你有太多的压力[01:42.690]还是现在觉得自己不够努力[01:45.060]Colie Y:[02:19.800]还是习惯借搬老套装模作样[02:21.810]可笑的是自己最怕失去曝光[02:24.030]试过了真情流露却又一身败伤[02:26.100]fxxk that sxxt[02:26.730]我的规划不止开头采样[02:28.500]my life就像一帧一帧照片[02:30.480]有真有假[02:31.050]碎片化的记忆隐约再现[02:32.880]young boy你的过去不会再见[02:34.830]希望你能向前看[02:35.910]love不会再骗[02:36.810]back to my room[02:37.560]回观我的一切[02:38.550]机会运气有时会选择和我失联[02:40.740]lonely feeling[02:41.940]习惯这的一切[02:42.960]只能埋头续写[02:44.100]一段段的情节[02:45.210]感性的人总是容易思念[02:47.130]可却又在安静时[02:48.180]总和自我争辩[02:49.350]我只想平凡快乐做个普通人[02:52.020]也许我的感悟不知疲倦[02:54.690]My rhymes, my pen, my pad.[02:57.240]And I done made it out the struggles,[02:59.130]My rhymes, my pen, my pad.[03:01.260]Don't judge me! F** k you bad things[03:03.420]My rhymes, my pen, my pad.[03:05.850]What yousayin' nowwon't budge me.[03:07.830]My rhymes, my pen, my pad.[03:10.230]Thank you for giving me[03:12.150]My rhymes, my pen, my pad.[03:14.730]And I done made it out the struggles,[03:16.530]My rhymes, my pen, my pad.[03:18.750]Don't judge me! F** k you bad things[03:20.880]My rhymes, my pen, my pad.[03:23.340]What yousayin' nowwon't budge me.[03:25.260]My rhymes, my pen, my pad.[03:27.720]Thank you for saving me