[00:00.000] 作词 : Mykyl/Dylan Emmet[00:01.000] 作曲 : Mykyl/Dylan Emmet[00:05.550]Pick up my phone, I shouldn't check again[00:08.120]But here I go, jealous of all my friends[00:10.570]They've got it figured out, I don't[00:15.700]Stuck on a loop, getting all in my head[00:18.230]So much to do, I can't count the endless hours I've spent[00:22.040]I'm failure prone[00:25.630]Time's always been an enemy[00:28.130]Scaring me half to death[00:30.110]I fell asleep at 17 and woke up 30[00:35.080]So I let me down[00:38.800]Unfulfilling expectations[00:41.400]Wishing I could be complacent[00:45.350]But I'm freaking out[00:49.140]Count for hours years I've wasted[00:52.060]Thought I'd be happy now[00:56.120]Happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now[01:01.290]Happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now[01:09.280]Closing my eyes, try to deny I'm here[01:11.880]How is my life everything I feared[01:14.310]Running this maze with no way out[01:18.840]Has it all been a lie, am I deluding myself[01:21.430]Put it all on the line or put it all on the shelf[01:23.880]Tell everyone I'm fine when I really need help[01:26.400]'Cause I'm too proud to hear it[01:28.720]So I let me down[01:32.520]Unfulfilling expectations[01:35.140]Wishing I could be complacent[01:38.910]But I'm freaking out[01:42.730]Count for hours years I've wasted[01:45.690]Thought I'd be happy now[01:49.770]Happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now[01:54.990]Happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now[01:59.920]Happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now[02:05.040]Happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now