[00:00.00] 作词 : Joe Mulherin[00:01.00] 作曲 : Joe Mulherin[00:04.87]"And the hard part was just becoming part of society again;[00:07.58]it's like they didn't want me.[00:09.19]They didn't want me to be part of their society anymore.[00:12.72]So I just decided, **** it.[00:14.29]I'm gonna sleep in a tent,[00:15.75]I'm gonna do what I love for a living,[00:17.71]which is playing music.[00:19.07]And if I just make a little bit of money,[00:20.39]I'd rather do what I love with passion[00:21.75]and make a little money than go back to contracting[00:24.62]and then try to make a lot of money[00:26.53]and be part of a society that doesn't even want me no more.[00:29.26]**** 'em, you know? **** society."[00:33.09]Do you think about life?[00:37.06]Do you stay awake at night?[00:40.84]Do you dream about knives?[00:48.83]Do you think about life?[00:52.76]Do you stay awake at night?[00:56.79]Do you dream about knives?[01:05.68]Solo, so low, so[01:09.60]See I'm feeling so low when I'm solo[01:11.47]But I'm still alone though[01:17.92]Been conducting a ballad but no one can play to[01:19.84]My tempo, my body's a rental[01:21.50]My skeleton's relevant only to me though[01:23.52]The day I was born, signed a deal with the Reaper[01:25.48]Funny how I had no choice in it either[01:27.59]The people around me, they drink by the liter[01:29.60]It turns them all to instinctual creatures[01:31.46]So I confide inside all my anxieties[01:33.58]Some find a god, live the lie, send the bible to tell me that[01:36.96]Don't need a god in the sky, don't abide by a book[01:39.73]Don't confide in a lie when they preaching the hate[01:41.40]Justified by faith, you don't buy all the talk[01:43.11]You're just scared of a coffin, ****[01:45.84]It's a maze in my mind, I'm amazed that I'm fine[01:47.71]Hey remember the time I was bout age nine[01:49.67]When I didn't get high, wasn't sad all the time? Now I do[01:53.75]Cause we all grew up in suburban homes[01:55.78]When the purpose known was to not grow up[01:57.68]When we grew up, when we grew old, wanna throw up[02:02.01]Now I take nostalgia by the spoonful[02:04.13]Life doesn't feel so beautiful[02:05.94]**** it, at least I'm being truthful